t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Thursday, November 18, 2004
you know.
for once in my life.
i don't enjoy being slone.
i don't enjoy staying at home all alone.
ha.
but you know what?
the stupid fact is that i am.
all.
alone.
i wanna go out.
but i don't wanna face the world.
i wanna hide away.
yet i don't wanna stay at home.
is there somewhere i can go to.
without seeing a single soul?
i don't even think there's a chance that i'll walk outta my house and to somewhere else without bumping into a human beings.
for once.
i don't wanna be human.
i rather be something else.
than human.
cause.
it hurts to feel.
its hurts to cry.
yes.
i'm crying.
badly.
tell me i'm wrong.
i really hope i'm wrong..
i shouldn't have gone.
i SHOULD have stayed home.
i shouln't have said anything.
i should've kept quiet.
i should've kept my fucking cool.
i should HAVE controlled my tears.
i SHOULD'VE pretended i was fine.
but i didn't.
so sue me.
i
just.
wanna.
isolate myself.
somebodyripmyheartoutandleaveitheretobleed __
;elysium.
5:14:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
